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Oops…NaNoWriMo Was It?

Hmm.. *checks notes* It looks like my last post was way back in November, saying that I was going to write 30,000 words of my novel for NaNoWriMo, and finish it by the end of the year.   I also said it was going to be, and I quote “a busy damn month.”

I wasn’t wrong about the later.  Kids got sick. School (for me, not them) was more overwhelming that I expected.  I discovered that I really like reading and analyzing fiction, but do not enjoy writing essays about it.  Then, there was Thanksgiving, which we hosted, and Christmas shopping.  And all the things that come with the holidays when you have kids, like baking cookies and making sure the house is decorated.

That 30,000 word goal was a stretch to say the least.

I didn’t do too badly though.  I could have hit it if I had kept going.  I got seventeen thousand in less than two weeks and then…honestly I don’t know what happened.  The last half of November and all of December were a blur of brightly colored wrapping paper, holiday spices, and reruns of Call the Midwife.  

Now, school is back in (for me and the kids), and things are returning to normalcy and I am hoping to be more productive in the coming year.  I have set some writing-related goals for the New Year, and they are as follows:

  • Write seventy thousand creative words. This is about what I wrote in 2022, so if I actually finish said novel and write some stories, should be doable.
  • Finish that novel. I don’t expect it to be good.  I just want to finish it to prove that I can, as well as for practice.
  • Make fifty or more short story submissions. I made almost exactly one hundred this past year, and none of them got accepted, so this one is definitely doable, considering I have at least two stories from last year that haven’t even been typed/edited yet, in addition to all the ones I will write, and all the ones that have not yet found homes.
  • Post here more.  If I’m hoping to actually get published and have my bio for that link here, people have to have something to read, right?

Just going to throw this out there that I’ve been a little depressed, which is has been a huge contributor to my lack of writing (and to me watching over half the seasons of Call the Midwife in less than three weeks).  Not a lot depressed, just the kind where one feels like being more of a couch potato and less of a productive potato.  I think trying to do so much just overwhelmed me into submission.

I’m going to try to not spread myself so thin this year.  You shouldn’t either. You deserve to be a pat of butter, not a smear.

Fits and Starts

It’s almost NaNoWriMo time.  National Novel Writing Month, that is.  I think 2010 was the last time I participated.  I ‘won’ and hit the fifty thousand word mark…but I never finished the novel, nor was I even close.

Why was 2010 the last time I participated?  Well, in early April of 2011 I got married and, by the time November rolled around, I was about six weeks pregnant with my daughter…and puking so much I could not do anything but sleep or be sick most days.  And most Novembers since have been the same. Not morning sickness but dirty diapers or a stomach bug going through the house or teething or…

It’s hard to write sometimes when you can only write in fits and starts. Even now, with my kids 8 and 10, I have spent the last half of October dealing with multiple sicks days (one cold, one sinus infection, one fever from a vaccination, and one case of vomiting). And November will be more of the same, with a holiday thrown in and, likely, at least one trip out of town, and Christmas shopping and all that.  (Oh, and school, can’t forget school.  I’ve got at least one boring essay to write).  But I’ve got 20,000 words of a novel-thingie written that I told myself, way back in summer, that I would finish by the end of the year.

And then I didn’t write a damn word from August to mid-October.  So I’m in on the WriMo this year (kind of).  I won’t be doing the traditional NaNoWriMo (since that would require me to start a new project).  But I’ve set a goal to get another 30,000 words on the book by the end of November.  I’m probably going to have to write it around the aforementioned holiday and weekend trip and a sickness or two (and that boring essay). I might only get a few hundred words one day, and have to cram in a few thousand on a free Saturday.

It’s going to have to be done in fits and starts.  But I don’t like to lose, even to myself, so I guess it’s going to be a damn busy month.

Map Days

There are some days you trudge through your writing and each word on the page takes effort and consideration.

There are the good days where you get in the spirit, and the writing flows freely enough to keep the fingers typing or the ink flowing.

And then there are map days. Map days are when the story unfolds before you like a map, and you’ve got to jot down the directions as quickly as possible before the paper blows away.  These are the days where the ideas come so fast you have to go from actually writing the story to just sketching the quick details of each scene before they fade away.

For me, it’s like watching a movie in my head, and I’ve only got a few seconds (and words) to describe each scene. These are my favorite days because, when they happen, they usually unfold the rest of the story for me, so even if I don’t finish it that day, all the directions are already laid out, like a paint-by-number just waiting to be filled in.

Today was a map day for me.  The kids were away at the grandparents, and my husband was chugging away downstairs on his own work.  I’d done the dishes, folded some laundry, worked a little on my day job, and had just finished Neil Gaiman’s last Masterclass video, and thus had no excuses keeping me from writing.  So, I grabbed the story I’d been working on the night before and told myself I had an hour.

It was hard at first.  It’s always hard to start writing, at least for me.  Inspiration always seems to come when I’m as far as possible from being able to pick up a pen. When I sit down to write, it seems like a chore at first and I’m often talking myself into starting (even though deep down it’s something I __want__ to do).  By the end, it’s usually something I’m glad I took the time to do.

I chugged out a few paragraphs. I crossed out a few lines. I did it again. Crossed out an entire paragraph.  Then, suddenly I was on page two, and then on page three, and then my hour was nearly up, and the map was before me and I was scribbling the rest of the story on sticky notes as fast as it came to me, which was pretty damn fast. I didn’t have time to write the whole first draft, but the whole story is there, just waiting for the minor details.

Days like this are why I keep writing.  Days like this are __magic__.  Writing is the only thing that makes me feel this way.  Writing is the only craft I’ve ever done that gives me a feeling of __foresight__.  I painted and drew for years, but I was never able to ENVISION finished paintings the way I can sometimes envision stories. It really does feel like a muse is guiding me, like I’m pulling something from the other side of a veil.

I never know when my map days are going to come.  With some stories they don’t, and with some they come when I least expect it. (I barely liked this story when I started it yesterday, today I love it).

I hope every writer or artists reading this has some map days of their own.

Man, this is gonna take some work.

It’s been awhile since I’ve done one of these. A website that is.

Isn’t that the damned thing about doing anything these days? If I want to be a successful writer, not only do I have to write stories and then edit those stories (I really hate that part) and then send out those stories, but I’ve also got to do this kind of stuff. Write about writing. Write about my life. I’m probably going to have to start an Instagram at some point. Boo.

Well, here’s the first post. Hopefully, it won’t be the last. Please excuse the mess while I’m figuring out how I want this thing to look.

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